From Myself To Myself...

How could you be so evil? For there is no other way to describe Your whole sense of being, You are rotten inside. Disgusting and disgraceful, How can you be so cruel? I hate you, everything about you, Just like when you were at school. There are no words to express The evil you have inside, The pain you are inflicting, You’ve even caused suicide. How can you do this? To a society stretched at the seams? You are a waste of time and money And your dreams – are they really dreams? How can you be trusted? For you are diagnosed a liar; You are not welcome in society Nobody welcomes a liar. What if none of it happened? What if it wasn't true? What if you made up the rape? The only criminal here is you. You have hurt so many people, Your family and so many more, You deserve all the punishment given For your actions they simply deplore What if the nightmares aren't real? The fear and panic all fake? What if none of it happened? How much of a mess could you make? You are a disgusting creature, I hate, I despise, I deplore; It is categorically impossible To forget or try to ignore. You are a black mark on society, You do not belong in this world, You don't deserve any friends, You deserve no place in this world. Where do your memories come from? Why do you invent ones not real? Do you not have any empathy For how people really feel? You are hated by all and everyone, Yourself included if not more; Nobody wants to know you, You stay right behind that door. Don't you dare show your face, For you are not welcome; Stay away from everyone, You will only do them more harm. You have a sick mind, how could you? How could you cause so much distress? Your spitefulness has shown no limits, And you couldn't care any less. You are a diagnosed a liar, A deceitful, sadistic disgrace, Nobody is ever going to believe you, Such liars should not show their face. There is no help for evil like you, Services are there to help others; Not to be wasted and drained and abused, And how can you keep blaming your mother? They do not have time for your fake memories, Your fake life events and horrors; There are people dying every single day Nobody cares of your night terrors. You need to sit in a hole and stay there, For the safety of everyone else, Just stay there, do not come out, For we must protect everyone else. Nobody is here to beat you, So you must do it yourself, Keep cutting and bleeding and bleeding, Cut deeper to forget yourself. Watch the blood as it runs Keep cutting, don't let it stop, This blade will pierce your evil soul, Its painful, don't let it stop. I am going to keep punishing you, More and more and more... This blade will pierce your body, As you lie in a heap on the floor. For there is no other way out, You MUST feel this pain, For this is for what you have done to others, Over and over again. This is all you deserve, Feel the blade pierce your skin and then bleed; For your blood is the source of your evil, The evil on which you make others feed. This pain will last forever, I will never be done with you, I just want to keep making you hurt – Until you know what is true. Now cut.....

(Apologies for the graphic nature) :(